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“How did you let this happen?” My inner voice screamed as I gripped the steering wheel on the way home from my last doctor’s appointment. Because I was overdue at 41 weeks, my plans of having the grandparents watch my other two kids were spoiled when they had to travel back to Wyoming.
We had been living in Kearney, Nebraska for the last 8 years and I had never entertained guests in my home. In fact, no other mom had ever set foot on my front porch. I was afraid of what other moms would think of chaotic mess I called home. I was too afraid of what others would think of the dried oatmeal on my walls or the fact I hadn’t showered since Monday. Nor did I want someone judging my Asperger daughter or ADHD son, and let’s not mention the fact I liked my routine to be highly structured and didn’t want to be caught in my holy sweatpants. Becoming a mom at 17 built walls of insecurity because I was so busy comparing my insides to everyone’s outsides. I wanted to present my “got-it-together” self but with my third baby overdue, I needed help!
The next morning at mom’s group, needs and prayer requests were brought up and the conversation was directed towards me. Feeling like an episode of Fear Factor, I ignored my sweaty palms and a belly looking like I was going to deliver triplets at any moment.
“I, uh, I need some help. I’m supposed to be induced this Friday and I don’t have anyone to watch my kids.”
“No problem, my kids need a playdate anyway,” Bea responded while I thought to myself,
“Wow that was super easy.” Wait–that was too easy. I rushed home and cleaned like a mad woman, ridding my home of all evidence that I rarely cleaned.
The following Friday, Tori-Grace entered the world after a harrowing twelve hours of labor and a failed epidural. She tipped the scales at 10 pounds, 2 ounces leaving me in a state of shock. I had forgotten about my kids until the next morning and my husband reminded me of who they were with and what they were doing for the day. Guilt crept in because I had forgotten them and pratically droppped them on strangers out of desperation. I wasn’t prepared for what I found when I got home.
We arrived home to a clean house, stocked freezer and baby blankets and a little note: “Thanks for reaching out and lettings us help you, Heather.”
Since Tori’s birth, my house has become hub central to all things mac n cheese and teething toys. Not a morning goes by that someone doesn’t stop by and I learned what it’s like to let someone into my mess. This morning, Kim dropped by with some groceries, ignoring the syrup on the rear of my PJ’s, the strange stuff growing in my sink, not to mention my obsession of eyeing my son since he swallowed a penny. Friends don’t care if my house isn’t perfect. They don’t care if I’m not perfect–in fact they prefer me in as my messy self. What they do care about is connecting, friendship and being able to share their frustrations and triumphs with someone else.
My advice to you? Let someone in. Chances are your new found friends like wearing holy sweat pants, have mac n cheese stuck the floors and walls, and will likely say, “You struggled with that too?”. Go ahead, let someone in, you just might find your table filled with coffee mugs, smiles, and friends you can’t live without.
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Recipe Journal (My journey to clean eating for the sake of my kids’ special needs).
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